I will update this soon
- I want you all to know, that for a long time i have been in love with a very special, beautifully, intelligent, outgoing, and an artistic young woman. She is my everything, my heart, my soul, and were currently living 4,000 miles or so apart. I don't know why i'm choosing now to type all of this...its just a very special time for me, i think of nothing else, i dedicate this blog and any subdivision of this blog to her, for she and her energy, her positive outlook on every form of life and scale inspires me. I am grateful simply.
- As for "the chateau" i've been toying with the idea back and forth of deleting this thing, and i think the idea of this in of itself is enough for me to delete, without really having much of an explanation. It was fun, but it's brought me all that i needed. And that is you. Don't lose yourselves in this thing, it isn't real...go outside read a poem or two, speak with someone, life is too short. I'm just imagining a time where it was warm and you were laying next to me, and i had the nerve to pick up this laptop and log on to this thing. Such precious time waisted, and its the one and only thing we don't get back. So unfollow do what you must it's quite fine, live...i will only post from  from here on out.
- I love you,